195 - Two Lives At Once

1.:
Being with all those friends I miss my home
and back at home those friends are away,
at both places I feel in some way alone
so I can't tell where I should stay.

Chorus:
There are two ways I can go,
I can't say "yes", I can't say "no",
I don't know what my heart wants,
I'm livin' two lives at once.

2.:
If I think of women I am a lonely man,
a lot of girls are my friends on the other hand.
I want to fill that gap in my heart
but seen as "only good friend" I have a bad start.

3.:
I could have a girl for a one-night stand,
but I want a real girlfriend.
Should I say "yes" and take the chance
or should I wait for a real romance?