230 - The Seasons Out There

1.:
In a world that's against my needs
I don't even know how a good story reads,
the brakes are stoppin' this train's wheels,
I've never learned how success feels.

2.:
All my fears got a reason
since my life entered this season.
My life's goin' down, had no summer, it's fall,
winter's silent, I want spring after all.

Chorus:
I'm livin' fall, everything is dyin',
longin' for spring, I'm sittin' here cryin',
the calendar says "May" but I don't care,
I'm not feelin' the seasons out there.

3.:
Instead of four seasons, I'm livin' one,
it seams the good times are all gone,
the sun has faded, I don't feel right,
I got stuck in some awful polar night.