264 - Bitter Sweet

Chorus:
Bitter sweet is how I feel,
bitter sweet, closed up and free,
bitter sweet, happy and sad,
bitter sweet's the life I have.

1.:
I got what I need to live quite well,
but a part of me feels like hell.
There's always a dark side of success,
and there's some order in all the mess.

2.:
I'm laughing of all those tears,
I feel at home in all those fears,
I'm alone amid all my friends,
I'm talkin' 'bout the future in a past tense.

3.:
I'm lovin' someone though no one's here,
I'm drinkin' nothin' but my beer,
I'm livin' that bitter fight
to get a sweet girl to hold me tight.